Monday, June 1, 2009

loving someone without loving em



As is been sitting here thinking through my thoughts and all these other things on my mind. I remember what matt had said. (Matt is a pastor at the vineyard church over in the student union. On the middle school side) what he had said to us and I happened to be in there at the time is that “ if you really love someone or like the person that you wanna date, well don’t date them, be friends with them and keep it that way. Because once you date that person the friendship that you had before is no longer there, it will never be the same as before.
I’m sure he can explain it better.


When he had said, it really caught my attention. But as I began digging deeper and thinking more into what he had said I understood what he was saying and meaning for it to say and it don’t sound so crazy as u seem it does. But then it’s like I don’t want it to be true…..
I had a deep talk with one of my good friends, we been through a lot together.
What she had said to me that stuck on my mind is (how are you suppose to find your soul mate, if you can’t love some?) I didn’t really know what to tell her after she had asked me that. I felt bad and lost at the same time. Weird combination to have at the same time….....